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Yipee! It is Friday! The week is drawing to a close, much to my delight. I am surprised that i survived it. Lone New Year, Numerous Review Comments and very little sleep has left me down in the mouth. I had the most terrible of dreams every night. I most certainly need a break.

The first week began on a sad note, with me becoming senti as usual on 31st night for being away from my friends and family. But to cheer me up I went to this KempFort Shiva temple along with two of my friends to request God for a happy new year:). In the 150 minutes that we spent on waiting, on a long queue, for the darshan, we spoke about every stupid thing on this earth and finally when we got our chance I was too tired to thank God from my heart :( . But to compensate for the sadness out of guilt, we had gr8 fun in searching for some restaurant to eat. We were extremely hungry that if we had to stand for another one hour, I would have certainly become a cannibal. (As I could see nothing else other than tired looking faces of both my friends). Since, all three of us were new to this area, ( and as one of my new year resolution was not to trouble another friend of mine - I generally use him like yellow pages), we decided to go to a restaurant in Koramangala. The bike roared at 40 kmph due to hunger(You are right had it been I was not driving :)). But, I guess, the general tradition in blore is that, people don’t cook food at home on a New Years day. Every other restaurant in that locality was flooded with people. I was completely put off to stand in line again. We had lunch only after 2 hours from the time we left the restaurant only to know today that there is a restaurant in Kempfort itself :( .
Had a wonderful time with my team.

The rest of the week I was at work, slogging :( The review comments that I received put me off Marjory. My roommate because of whom I stopped blogging ( as I used to vent to her) is getting married in a month. Though I am happy for her, I am sad about the instability in my life. I want to know what the future holds.

This is a post which was dormant in my lappy, all this while, when I wanted to cleanup, found a host of posts yet to be posted. But to my surprise when I was reading this , I found that life hasn't changed a bit, if at all it has just worsened. :)

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As always am with all positive outlook hoping for better weeks ahead! :)

And to trouble evryone I have a lot more posts in the pipeline yet to be published :)

28th is all I am waiting for. My project is getting over on 28th :) Am gonna relax for a week. Hoping to go to forest 4 a break :)

Random Rambles!

Life throws umpteen number of questions seeking answer. These are more number of questions that cannot have an answer or may be I dont seem to have an answer. This is the question that pops up my mind at the moment, can you ask your heart to stop feeling the way it does? Can you ask tour mind to stop thinking the way it does? When I ask these questions to one of my friends, he says, " The heart feels cause thats what its supposed to do, but the brain should control cause again thats what its there for", but the problem is there are a certain feeling s and thoughts which one cant get rid of, and if only I can, I wouldnt come up such questions. Here goes the list so many questions, that troubles me, more than my manager :)
Why is it like how it is?
My experience of life has taught me and made me realise the following. But I still havn't learnt the lesson, in spite of being taught the hard way. May be that makes all the difference :). Life is full of ironies and paradoxes. Life is too complex to understand.
Why is it that, when you are sad and low and look for a shoulder to cry, you dont find anyone around?
Why is it that, you want to say so many things when the person is not around, and don say it when he is there?
Why is it that, the person who you love the most hurts you the most?
Why do we yearn so much for something which you know is not for you?
Why is it that, you are consoled only by the person who made you cry, in spite of others consoling you?
Why is it that, when I am sad, the world is not there to console me, but when I talk to a guy, the whole world looks only at me?
Why is it that, when I am on time to catch the bus, the bus is early, and when I am late the bus is on time?
Why is it that, when I complete the work on time it is meeting expectations and when my Manager does the same, it is exceeding all expectations?
Why is it that, when I want to book ticket, it is always full and otherwise it goes on a loss for the travels?
Why is it that, when I like an outfit, it is either tooo small or it is too big for me?
Why doesnt the server work when I want to work?
Why is it that, when you meet someone with whom you would want to spend your life time, you have to let go?
Why should I be my teacher, my guide, my inspiration and my everything? Am I not living in a society?
Why are relationships hurting?
and finally... Howmuch ever you like someone and howmuch ever you want to be with them, it still doesnt happen।

Why????

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I am so frustrated in life now, that, nothing I say makes sense :(